没有小猪的日子- 第212日

It has been sometime since I last wrote in this blog. The past weeks had been a blur for me. I have been working harder than normal and trying to clock more PT hours. Well, the PT pay structure had changed, so I have to evolve in order to survive. If not, I have to go extinct. Well, it is Darwin's theory of evolution right?

The night before the Passion Run on the 8th July, Sunday was such a hot night. Cannot really sleep well. Is it really the heat or the anticipation of the Run? The hope of meeting Piggy at the run? I dont know, my mind was just not there.

It was a warm and humid morning to have the run. The moment I started to warmup, I know that day was not my day. Energy is sapping away from me. Was late for the starting time of the first wave. So I started in the 2nd wave. My mind was not with me. My eyes were searching around...they seemed to be searching for someone.

The race started but my legs were reluctant. the pull from my hamstring was still there. Well, all these were excuses la. Anyway, no matter what, I still have to run right? I anticipated the women's wave. I hope to see someone. As I make the U Turn (near Fort Rd toilet) in 29.34min, I knew I was really behind my time for 5km. Soon after I hit the 7km mark, I saw Vivian Tang running on the first leg. Then the 2nd and the 3rd. But I still did not see her. My mind was already thinking, she was not there. i really wonder why. There were many questions marks in my head asking why she was not there. I really hope she was well. I was worried for her. The rest of the run was rather unhappening till I reaches the last 100m, when I heard Ghana's voice. He was cheering for Hui Qing. I am glad to see him. Somehow, I think he is a good man. Someone who is trustworthy. We waved and I proceeded to have my sprint to the finish. I always have that kinda sprint to the finish. I remember this is the only time I can beat Piggy. Otherwise she is too good. What a lousy timing of 61min. I am getting from bad to worst.

Throughout the day, I was wondering why piggy did not run. I really want to give her a call and asked her. I am really worried and concern. But something is holding me back. It is so difficult...